Sunday, September 25, 2005
Brighter than the star, He is.Backstaging yesterday was fun. Felt refreshed in memory for all the set ups and volume adjustment. Roy looked cool on his shirt too! :D Perhaps a dragon for him next time. Haha. I'm looking forward to the next four backstagings.
I want to hear Him more; in my dreams, when I am outside, when I'm in times of weariness, when I'm serving Him. I want to stop the routine attitude and start looking to Him as I serve each time.
Morning worship refreshed me that we shouldn't be easily complacent with the things we're doing. In times that my well is dry, He is silently standing beside me. Sometimes doing the same thing got me a little distracted and made me feel routine and this is what I want to grow in - that each time as I serve Him, I want to serve Him with a fresh new heart - not holding past mistakes or achivements and stay there - I want to escalate and discover Him more and more. With my hands, I want to mix out the best sound with the Holy Spirit and not by Man's standard.
CLm's worship reminded that it's a privilege to serve Him, it really is. Out of so many people, I'm called to be in this ministry where I can take care of His flock, in this ministry that I am able to bless others with my hands. As much as there were times I am in lack of self-confidence, God is never wrong.
I want to read His Words like how little children believe in every promise made to them - I want my relationship with Him to have another level of breakthrough. When season seems busy for me, it shall be His Love that I will be sustained through.
I'm in awe of God, totally. Sometimes when I question my purpose on Earth, I looked at the areas I'm serving now. And I can only say that my life is intricately weave by this Maker of mine who never go wrong.
1 O LORD, our Lord,
how majestic is your name in all the earth!
You have set your glory
above the heavens.
2 From the lips of children and infants
you have ordained praise
because of your enemies,
to silence the foe and the avenger.
3 When I consider your heavens,the work of your fingers,the moon and the stars,which you have set in place,
4 what is man that you are mindful of him,
the son of man that you care for him?
5 You made him a little lower than the heavenly beings
and crowned him with glory and honor.
6 You made him ruler over the works of your hands;
you put everything under his feet:
7 all flocks and herds,
and the beasts of the field,
8 the birds of the air,
and the fish of the sea,
all that swim the paths of the seas.
9 O LORD, our Lord,
how majestic is your name in all the earth!
Talked to Brother yesterday. Shared to him one of the recent experience, which I thought I did but did not, and had made him worried. He threw me quite a few questions that got me into thinking and I asked him for some advice. He's really a good brother of mine who takes care of me in his own ways. Blessed am I, the girl whose life is so well taken care of! :D
maoed.]
at 9:50 AM
